Separated By Duty, United By Love

I can’t believe that I have existed this long without you and I really can’t believe that I still have so much longer to get through without your hand finding its way to mine. 

Sometimes, as I lay in the silence of the night, I focus my heart so hard on trying to remember what you feel like, what you smell like. It’s hard because part of me feels so incredibly upset and guilty that time has stolen that from me. Somewhere in my head, the day you left, I remember telling myself that I will never forget that last hug or what that last kiss feels like…but here…months and months later, i’ve forgotten. 

That’s why I have you though, just the sound of your smile, even though it’s thousand of miles away on the other side of the world, brings back everything. 

Come home soon.